A walk to remember

Bye.

2009-07-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

Going back on hiatus. Shutting it down again. Have no mood to blog. Probably sometime during the holidays I'll reopen it.

If I do, it'll be password protected, so make sure you msn me for the password.

Umm, bye.

Edit;// Victor Niemann abandoned me in school today. Left me waiting like an idiot.
Pat sent me home. See, that's why Pat's sucha good boyfriend.

Edit;2// Currently having all the symptoms of H1N1. There's not a single one that I don't have. Ew. Being sick sucks.

:D

2009-07-20T18:34:00.003+08:00

If anyone HAS noticed, I reopened my blog.

The cause of it? The trigger? After all, it's been what, more than 6 months since I've blogged.
Let's just say, child abuse is widely practised around the world, and yet, no statutory obligation has been given to abolish it.

My layout's getting boring. I have another grey one, but it's rather clicky and I don't like clicky blog layouts. Maybe I'll stick to boring. Blehh.

Infatuation surpasses all and any form of love. That is, if the love is ever existing.

Shan't announce my reopening. Let's see how long it is before someone notices.

In the meantime, I'll be ranting somewhere else. Catch me. Reewind.

damn.

2008-12-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

DAMN.

Do I have to fight with EVERYONE?

My boyfriend.
My parents.
My brother.

hopefully I still have friends. ~~it'll take a miracle~~

Least my baby sister hasn't slapped me in the face or kicked me in the gut or tore my heart yet.

edit:// My sis poked me in the ribs for accidentally changing the TV channel xDD

Christmas

2008-12-25T09:36:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone.
Last year I didn't get to wish anyone on my blog
because I quit blogging in November.
so yeah. xDD

http://angelicimmanent.blogspot.com/

but there's nothing there.. I hid it all..
just a link here. xD

Christmas wishlist?
Let's see.

I DON'T FREAKING WANT ANYTHING.
you hear me.
I got in enough trouble with my parents already. Don't want to have to explain that friends think of me (if they ever do) during the holidays and got me gifts.

And.
Rest be assured that i might not be able to get you guys anything.
MIGHT.

I'm home-bound. Even if you've seen me in Jusco or smth, I accompanying my mom.
My birthday sucked. Christmas sucked. (well i'm not sure about that since it's just the morning)

I wrapped one of the music CDs I already listened to tons of times and put it under the christmas tree for myself.
opened them last night.
yep.

*Oh my gosh mom. i love this CD! Thank you so much!*

Parents gave me a funny look after that. xP

Guess what.

I bought my sister A PINK EDUCATIONAL KIDDY LAPTOP
hahaha.

Pictures later. xP

I freaking slept 5 hours only. Blahh.
Parents had exercises *COUGHS BADLY* last night
or rather, this morning.. and I woke up in the middle of their ~~orgasmic~~ busy activities

DAMN. I'm not going to interrupt them right.

Pushed the play on my walkman (I forgot to unplug them from my ears last night) and turned away from them.

Blahh.
At least their done now.
I excused myself (After an hour) to the *cough* toilet.
BLAHH.

What. not my fault I sleep with my parents. xP

seriously. not my fault.
Everytime I try to claim my own room we have a shouting match. so yeah.

damndamn.

damn me to the pittest pits of armpit land.

birthday celebrations

2008-12-23T17:19:00.004+08:00

The 21st of December every year holds a special meaning for me.

However, this year, that very Sunday could possibly have been the worst 21st December of all.

I still would like to thank those very few who came to wish me
(in order)

1. Lim Hui Zen
2. Looi Kian Seng
3. Ashwin Narayan (i read your card late, you should have been 1st. sorry!)
4. Maverick Yeung
5. Ling Xing Xin
6. Sean Chan
7. Zhong Wei
8. Sylvia Ng
9. Patsakon Treewarangkul
10. Amiera Azhar

thank you for remembering my birthday.

I am no longer now, Finally a teenager
I have moved up a rank *wink* [Go figure.]

Evelyn is now ~~finally~~ officially a teenager
*round of applause*

thank you, thank you, you're too kind. =)

I am now, officially, 14 years of age.

Of course my 14th birthday must have had a special moment.
Let's see. What stands about above all the crying and moping.
.
.
.

OH!

I kicked somebody's shoe *grins sheepishly*

and now that somebody owes me half his shoe. [Since I never got mine back]
I'm waiting for it. Don't think I forget xP

YOU OWE ME HALF YOUR SHOE, SENIOR.

tada =D

2008-12-18T23:31:00.004+08:00

bahh. I can't even talk to my own boyfriend.
had a really big fight today. (or maybe to me)

maybe it's just another blowoff to him from his stupid annoying girlfriend.
I mean, all she did was wait 6 hours for him, chat for 10 minutes, spend 1 hour get stared down by him, and then couldn't stand the hurting anymore and just went offline right?

no big right?

and then, taking in all the blame... *traces off into moronic rants*
like i said, bahh.
---------------------------------------------

here's my big comeback to blogging (after a few days xD)

and my big come back to playing in church. =)
I haven't played for duno how many months due to some ~~controversy~~ confusion,

My senior, Joash, is coming us out tomorrow
so it'll be just me, my dad, and Joash.

The rest of the people practically abandoned us for other countries and snooker games.
*glare*

I really have no reason to blog,
but yeah.

10 things Evelyn Chua covets (which is a sin no?)

1. I covet people who can sing.

2. I covet people who can draw. electronically or non-electronically.

3. I covet people with supernatural force fields. (what? I can dream right?)

4. I covet those fictional story book people who have all the sad stories.
Yes, sad. They always end up with a happy ever after anyway.

5. I covet people who have that tad bit of freedom.

6. I covet people who aren't that clumsy. =/

7. I covet my little sister (SHE'S MINE. Back off! XDD)

8. I decided not to covet anymore.
9. I decided not to covet anymore.
10.I decided not to covet anymore.

yeah, and I also decided that this post really sucked. I couldn't even complete the 10 covet thingies!
[*psst* I got stuck at number 3, ransacked my brain for 4,5,6,7, and gave up at 8,9,10]

erm, I tag Sylvia, Kian Seng, and Hui Zen. (Ashwin, too? I wasn't too sure on tagging you in case you didn't have anything to covet about xP)

p.s/ I feel like changing my layout. But to what?

Three words.

2008-12-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

okay i've got three words for you guys. (excluding the explanations)

word 1.

Haircut.

word 2 and 3.

Last Wednesday

explanations; I wanted to blog about this, but well, forgot.
Blahh. I hate myself.

Spider Goats

2008-12-07T17:16:00.003+08:00

I remember last term when Ashwin announced to the class about the Spider's Web being induced in Goats.. and Mr. Raj and the class were laughing about it..

Guess what?!

I FOUND THE LINK. XDD
haha, I was curious.

Spider Goats (and click!)

the milk that the goats produced have super strong silk... and is now used for SUPER BULLETPROOF VESTS! =D

and then, I was wondering what the super spider goats would look like.. and I was being curious, nosy, and bored. xP

So. I found a few pictures

The spider goat.

Is it a spider with a goat head..?

or, just simply a goat spinning a spider's web..?

or, is it my personal favourite, THE SPIDER~~MAN~~GOAT!!

Teehee, sorry Ashwin xD
I just couldn't resist!

Flourchylde robbery.

2008-12-07T16:53:00.003+08:00

I feel like changing my layout.
AND my blog link.

http://flourchylde.blogspot.com/

I've had people pronounce it as flour-che-de, and fla-chy-le-deh, and flour-chie-led

lol.

It's pronounced flour-child.
Representing a child, a kid (not a goat), a young adolescence, made of flour.
Anything made of flour is well, fragile and delicate, ready to fall apart any time.
Flourchylde (Flour Child)
A delicate child.

okay, before I go to the topic of posting, I'm going to rant some more xD
well, not rant la, just, crapping.

and I'm sorry you have to see so many pictures, I'll upload some later. =D
Sorry, Sylvia and Hui Zen, and Zhong Wei for not updating lately.
November 29 isn't THAT long ago.. xP
just a week. =D
haha.

Okay, the topic of posting.
I was supposed to blog about this yesterday.. but yeah.. I think I kinda forgot when I turned on the computer xP

The day before yesterday some guy tried to break into my house.
yeah.
My maid was cleaning up the house.. It was around 5 am..
when she suddenly heard the dogs barking like mad
so she went out

and she saw some guy climbing over the gate.. DESPITE THE DOGS BARKING.. he's still climbing over it like nobody's business.
My maid panicked, and screamed, and so the guy cabut-ed.

(for non-malaysians.. cabut means runaway xP)

so, yeah. This morning at 4am the alarm went off.. My maid said she didn't open any doors..

I have a feeling the guy's gona come back because a few houses around my neighbourhood has been broken into.. some twice.. one breaken in 4 times (all in vain la.. they got loaded security system xD)

*gasp*
maybe that's why all my dogs died. HE POISONED THEM! =OO

okay, now I'm just over reacting.

Gona blog a second time, different post. =)

pups

2008-11-29T21:40:00.005+08:00

my favourite picture:

so effin cute la =DDD

I told her to say cheese XDD

So erm, I had originally 6 dogs...
but one dog (female, Brownie) had her leg run over.. she was suffering so bad we put her down.. This was about 6 months ago.

Another dog.. The longest dog ever to be with us.. 4-5 years I think? Was a pure bred Belgium shepard.

My maid tied him up.. he jumped.. and he hung.. like.. strangled to death. This was about a month ago. He was the only dog of ours who had his own birth certificate. xD
To Boris Amatuer Martin Wolfgang; I love you and will always remember you.

Beethoven.
Offspring of Boris and Holly. (so was Brownie)
Male, Light brown, Curled tail, like a Siberian Husky, died of poison. Age, 1 and a half years. My maid's favourite dog. We didn't expect him to die.. He collapsed in the garden right before we went to school.. A week ago.
Buried.

Bach
Offspring of Boris and Holly.
Female, Darkish brown with black snouth, black tail, and white stripe right down from the neck to halfway of the tummy.
Died severely of poisoning. Bled, suffered, and cried to death. Vomitted and passed out blood. Collasped when she couldn't take it anymore. I swear, the blood puddle..
Died a few hours after Beethoven.

Bach gave birth to a litter of puppies, 2 white + brown, and another 6 pure brown.
They all died one by one, 3 before Bach died because they were runts, another 4 after she died from starvation. We fed them through the syringe with milk, but they couldn't take it in

The only left is the one below:

Sebastian Bhen Jerome. =D
yeah, He's sleeping with me while I'm typing this. =D

I sure hope he survives.. the other two just only died this morning.. T________T

Holly
3 years old, given to us by Ling Xing Xin together with Cross, (Cross died a long time ago from poisoning) gave birth twice, first litter 7 puppies, second litter 8 puppies, 1 died
before we spayed her on the day of Brownie's death.
She's still here with me, I say on par with the best dog I ever had, Chippy.

Blackie
1 year (?) Used to be the fiercest of the litter, still is fierce, but only if you irritate him.
If you ask him to come to you, he's a chicken, but he reminds me so much of Boris and Bach, especially Bach. They were damn close.
He suffered from poisoning too, same time as Beethoven and Bach, but he survived. Thank God.
He's still here, running with Holly.

Chippy
Died 18 October, 2005. Born, duno when.
Best dog, pinscer. Killed 4 snakes, 2 monitor lizards, 2 rats, GREAT guard dog.
He even bullied Boris.
Finally died of poisoning, we cried our hearts out.
Cremated.

So yeah, I really hope you will be well, Sebastian Bhen Jerome. aka Seb Seb
Welcome to the family.

I miss you

2008-11-29T11:59:00.003+08:00

I EFFIN MISS HIM.

you hear me?
I hope you read this

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

so much.

It's like someone TORE out my heart.

Did I tell you how much I hate the holidays?
Even it's only been a day..

pain.

2008-11-25T23:36:00.003+08:00

For the first time ~~okay maybe not the first~~

I want to hurt.
I want to cry.
I want something.

I don't believe in cutting myself. That's just freaking stupid. I cannot take physical pain.
Mental pain. That's something that drives you crazy.

Emotional pain.
Whatever.

~~daddy's~~ ~~mommy's~~ ~~Patsakon's~~ the dead little girl.

i hate music

2008-11-25T22:00:00.001+08:00

THREE BIG WORDS.

however much I played it last time,
however much I loved it last time,
however much I bonded with it last time,

however much I wished my entire life encircled around it.

I just hate it.

2008-11-24T21:50:00.001+08:00

just for a little HTML-ing =)

love me, feed me, never leave me.

2008-11-22T01:38:00.003+08:00

Garfield.

Love me, Feed me, Never leave me. =)

it's from the Garfield series xDD

Accept me for who I am, for that person will never change.
Leave me alone since your feeble attempts to change me, I expected, have failed.

;; I have a feeling I'm on the verge or swearing. xP

YMCA day

2008-11-16T21:50:00.002+08:00

Today was one of the weirdest days of my life.

I was supposed to wake up at 8am, but since I slept at 4am yesterday due to studying of economics and playing baby games (Seriously, I was rearranging ALPHABETS and NUMBERS. blahh what has gotten into me?) I woke up 20 minutes late.

I reached ymca at 8:50pm, and only to find that I wasn't "allowed to help"
WHO DOESN'T ALLOW HELP?
haha
so anyway

I went to sell stuff instead xDD

yeah
I was selling magazines by ymca for ymca, RM 5 each, with Maro. We walked all around, and it was funny, I tell you.
I MANAGED TO SELL TWO =DD

Funny thing is, even with the two I sold, I sold them to a Malay and Chinese uncle.
I did not speak English. blahh. Some school I'm in xDD

Pat was helping out with the colouring inside xD
Did I say colouring? YEAH. COLOURING. XDD
He gave out papers with patterns and COLOURED WITH THE CHILDREN XD

With me, Maro, Tim, Didi, Palm, David, Pinky, DaSom, Wing Yan, Jason Ling, and I think I've forgotten someone. I think I'll edit later when I remember. =)

We ate Curry and Rice and some kind of meat ball that tastes like fish. And then we were free to go =DD

They all got certs during prize giving, except me of course. xD
I was sitting there like a total dummy, clapping. xD

I was allowed to go in the bus with them XDD

-------supposed story----------

We went to McDonalds where the teacher belanja us and had baskin robbins later. My friend who is going to Tian's house later to play sends me home =)

I just give up.

2008-11-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

I just give up.

Let go....
of guilt, it's okay to make the same mistakes again.
Let go....
of obsessions; they seldom turn out the way you planned.
Let go.....
of hate, it's a waste of love.
Let go.....
of blaming others; you are responsible for your own destiny.
Let go....
of fantasies; so reality can come true.
Let go.....
of self-pity; someone else may need you
Let go.....
of wanting; cherish what you have.
Let go.....
of fear; it's a waste of faith
Let go......
of despair; change comes from acceptance and forgiveness
Let go.....
of the past; the future is here-right now.

-KATHLEEN O'BRIEN

book review- carrie

2008-11-14T17:57:00.003+08:00

Yes. A total of 9 days of no blogging xD

I went to MPH just now to buy a few books that Mr Raj recommended.
Sadly, none of them were there.

I did buy five =DD

I bought Carrie, Pet Sematary, and Misery by STEPHEN KING.
I think this is probably the FIRST TIME EVER I am reading horror stories.
Seriously. blahh.

and I also bought Sense and Sensibility and Emma by Jane Austen. yeah.
it was cheap, paperback, and nice looking =D
and it's NOT the abridged version.

So, I am currently reading:

Carrie by Stephen King

Only at Chapter 2. Mom didn't let me read because she wants me to study Econs. blahh

I never get to read T_______T
Luckily I have English literature class, Far From the Madding Crowd =D

If I find Stephen King's books nice
I'm going to get this one:

I saw it at the bookstore just now, but it didn't come in the set I bought.
yeah.

andandand
I might not be doing Wuthering Heights for the extra credit thing.
I don't think I'll be able to finish it in time.
I have a feeling I'll be doing Lord of the Flies, like everyone else,
but only because I read it before xP

or Jane Eyre, because I've read that before too! =D

phonecalls.

2008-11-05T21:25:00.001+08:00

Post 66
where does the line Route 66 sound familiar?

i think it was from the show cars. lol xD

erm, I'm posting to tell you..

I AM NOT ALLOWED ON THE PHONE
I repeat, I am not allowed on the phone.

Seriously.
If I pick up and answer, not more than 2 minutes, please.

that's why I'm online most of the day.

So if you wana call, erm,
well,
better if you don't la..
cuz my family will give all these pathetic excuses.
blahh.

so yeah. msg me (online la. i tada phone xP) if anything.

MPH love

2008-11-03T16:49:00.003+08:00

I have seriously gone back to loving MPH!
haha

I know I've been brawling with my mom, and complaining
but now, yeah, MPH has gone back to my favourite list of bookstores (of which i only know 4 XP)

their prompt reply:

Dear Evelyn,

Thank you for your e-mail.

Order ID: 131606 has been cancelled because payment was not received. In this case, kindly be rest assured that your credit card will not be charged for this order.

However, as for the books ordered, one of them is out-of-print (no longer in publication) and therefore, we are unable to fulfill order for the book "Return Of The Native (Ppc) (ISBN: 0140620559)". Our supplier has recommended the book "The Return of the Native (ISBN: 0553212699)" [same content by the same author, but published by different publisher] which is priced at RM21.90. The stocks are expected to reach us within 4 to 6 weeks time (upon receiving your order confirmation) due to overseas shipment. If you are interested in purchasing the recommended book, we would advice you to place separate order for this book. If you were to combine your order for the remaining titles, it will delay the delivery of your books as the shipping charges are based on per transaction per shipment.

As for the remaining titles:

PS, I Love You (Movie Tie-in) (UK Edition) (ISBN: 0007184158)
Tess Of The D'Urbervilles (ISBN: 0140620206)
Jude The Obscure (Ppc) (ISBN: 0140620605)
Crime and Punishment (Penguin Popular Classics) (ISBN: 0140621806)
Can You Keep a Secret? (ISBN: 0440241901)
Remember Me (ISBN: 0440296919)
The Undomestic Goddess (ISBN: 0552153141)

if you are still interested in purchasing them, kindly proceed to re-submit a fresh new online order with us.

Please feel free to revert to us if you have any enquiries.

Thank you.

Regards,
Hema
MPHONLINE.COM
MPH BOOKSTORES SDN BHD
Phone: 03-7954 8353
Fax: 03-7960 2278
Webstore: www.mphonline.com - Where The Bookstore Comes To You -
Email: contact@mph.com.my

----- Original Message -----

Miss HEMA? ex-teacher of our school? remember her? haha
most unlikely though XP

Thank you MPH!
do give me a discount for promoting your blog?
hahaha.

Oh, and I wish hostel students can use laptop and internet more XPP

Gawd, what is wrong with my msn??
now gotta re-order everything again (though it's no trouble if i didn't have so much homework XP)
and well, all the books just changed again XP

WORK

2008-11-02T20:46:00.003+08:00

haha. just click and view XD

from mav's blog on this post

oh, and read this (below) please
I swear, it's not your typical not-so-funny-but-still-doubtful chain emails about stupid viruses and stuff

just read it XD

URGENT WARNING!

A dangerous virus is being passed electronically, orally, and by hand, and has been for many years. Recent advances in science have finally lead to its identification:

This virus is called Wicked Overarching Recreational Killer (WORK).

If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss or anyone else by any means DO NOT TOUCH OR COME NEAR IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely.

Should you come into contact with WORK, immediately take your friends to the nearest bar and consume any of the proven antidotes:

Worm Incubating Neutralisation Elixier (WINE)
Besieged Employee Entertainment Revitaliser (BEER)

In addition, any form of large-scale Bothersome Oppressive, Or Zealous Employer (BOOZE) elimination is known to work as well.

If possible, combine the above for increased rate of success. Also, take the antidotes repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.

This message brought to you by the Ministry of Health, your local barman, and the joy of mass emails.

mph

2008-10-31T22:49:00.003+08:00

STUPID MPH
I thought MPH was one of the best bookstores in the world
now I think Popular might be wayyyy better.

Seriously.

Just now I tried to order books online and well
Mr Raj was talking about complaint letters

I'll show you mine, you'll get the gist of it

Good evening,

I came to complain about a wrong order placed over the internet.

Insert:

(APPLICABLE FOR ONLINE PURCHASES ONLY)

We will accept returns from customers for purchases sent back and received by us within 7 days of receipt of the shipment on the following conditions:

Incorrect or defective item(s) delivered; and

The items returned to us is in its original condition.

We will extend a full refund for the price of any item that fulfills the above requirements. We regret that shipping cost for your purchase will only be refunded if the return had been due to an oversight on our part.

As stated above, I should be able to get a refund, or at least, a cancel of the order.

When I placed my order, I re-checked all my books.

I do not like ordering books online, but as there was a 30% discount for two of the books in my cart for the October Specials, (PS, I Love You by Ahern, Cecelia) and (Remember Me by Kinsella, Sophie), thus I decided to buy 9 books online.

However, after entering my credit card number and re-checking my order, I was then asked to confirm my order, where I found there was an extra copy of Can You Keep A Secret by Kinsella, Sophie placed.
Thus, I did not press the confirm order button, and instead, went straight to View my Cart.

However, there were not any books in my cart, and to my surprise, the order was placed without my prior confirming and permission.

The Order ID is P131606, with RM34.90 extra.

I did not place an order because I did not press the CONFIRM ORDER button when they asked me to re-check my order, and in which I did re-check of course; and I certainly did not request for 2 of the same books.
If anything, there must have been a glitch with your website.

The books will only be arriving on 19 December 2008 (as stated on the Order Status) so there is ample time for you to take this matter into your hands.

I would still like to buy these few books. If possible, I would be utterly grateful if you could just cancel ONE COPY of Can You keep a Secret? by Kinsella, Sophie. The ISBN number is 0440241901. If that is not possible, please cancel the entire order.

Insert:

How do I know that my order has been successfully placed?
An e-mail will be sent to you to confirm your order. Also, a transaction number will be given to you, which you can use to check your order status.
Can I cancel an order after I have confirmed it?
No, you can't. However, exceptional cases will be dealt with on a case-to-case basis.

I wish to make myself very clear, thus I shall repeat myself. An email was not sent to confirm my order, because firstly, I never placed an order. I never received an email, and neither was a transaction number given to me. Secondly, I feel I should have the right to cancel my order because I never confirmed my order in the first place. I repeat myself, I NEVER CONFIRMED MY ORDER. When I found the total amount did not match the initial amount, I immediately left the page without clicking anything.

Until now, the payment is still pending and there is no transaction ID yet, thus no money has been transferred yet. If cancelling the order is not possible, I wish to return the book (and I promise, untouched and brand-new) when I have received it in December (as stated) with a refund.

I understand all the terms and conditions of MPH.com.my and thus, my case does not fall under any of them because I DID NOT ORDER 2 OF THE SAME BOOKS and I DID NOT MY CONFIRM MY ORDER. The order was placed without my confirming, and I request that you do something about it.

Thank you very much.

Yours Sincerely,
Evelyn Chua.

So yeah, my mom's seriously screwing me up for "ordering" two of the same books.
I SWEAR, I checked the damn thing before entering credit card number
and I SWEAR, I never pressed the confirm order

I SWEAR, I SWEAR, or or or or I'll lose my favourite comb.

seriously la T__________T
blehh

My favourite comb is special, that's why i dare to put it on the bet.
BEHH

stupid MPH.
I tried calling them nobody pick up
My mom is well, let's say she doesn't like wasting money.. called a friend who works at the credit card bank.. they said the bank can't do anything.. we'd have to call MPH
so yeah, waiting for MPH to reply. XP

TOMORROW IS HERITAGE DAY
I'M HAPPY BECAUSE I GET TO WEAR PROPER CLOTHES TO BE WITH MY HUBBY =D

and I'm talking about a shirt and jeans, please, no dirty thoughts. =.=''

happy halloween!

2008-10-31T15:57:00.003+08:00

Happy Halloween everyone!
PING. I wish somebody would celebrate Halloween,
give us all a reason to go out..
especially me.. XD

you know.. it's so disappointing that our school, as an INTERNATIONAL school, doesn't celebrate halloween.
Perhaps they merged it with Heritage day or something
*cough*notpossible*cough*

But then, as Malaysians, yeah, stuff like this is kinda expected.

look at this

this is the google symbol for halloween for
Google UK
Google China (yes China!)
Google India (YES!)
Google Thailand (OMG. EVEN THAILAND)
and etc.

as compared to
Google Malaysia
Google Indonesia
Google France (EVEN FRANCE WEI)
and etc.

And they're disappointed that we have no name as an INTERNATIONAL PRIVATE SCHOOL.

I mean, if something happened long time ago, CORRECT THAT MISTAKE LA
instead they stop everything.
later on another mistake gona crop up i tell you.

pateve

2008-10-29T23:33:00.005+08:00

got called to the principal's office today.
blehh

you know what's unfair?

it's only the international stream. (SHE PUT IT THAT WAY, not me)
it's only the senior school (obviously, cuz juniors too dumb)
it's only OUR class. (wth. our class rocks socks kay)

they're gona call my parents.
they didn't call today
let's see what happens tomorrow.. or even Friday..
hopefully nothing la..

blehh. and you what's stupid too?

The so called juniors who "identified me", I think, were from LAST YEAR. last day of school. (i think)
I mean, walking together is wrong?

Past few weeks me and Pat have been sitting at the Year9, Year10S classroom benches, eating, talking, sometimes even econs homework XP
If anything why take action NOW when there's nothing wrong being done?

blehh

best of luck to all..

wish me luck XP
don't be surprised if you see nuclear weapons coming in tomorrow.

oh and and and
just now when coming back from dinner i saw a shooting star =DD

at least, i think it was.
It could have been a firework..
but fireworks don't go DOWN right?
lol
no matter star or no star

it won't help me niwayz..

P/S: I might be putting blog on private mode for a little while.. sorry.
Just for safety precautions.
Don't worry. This is all radioactive-less.

21

2008-10-28T17:29:00.003+08:00

BLEHH.
sorry for the 1 week 2 days of no blogging XP

Usually every 1 or 2 days also got post
but lately I've been telling myself
EVELYN YOU BLOG TOO MUCH
EVELYN YOU BLOG TOO MUCH

and well, there's nothing to blog about also XP

I watched 21 yesterday. The casino movie.
great plot =D

LOVELOVELOVE THE PROFESSOR'S EXPRESSION AT THE END

=OOO
haha

Pity the guy a bit la.
The movie's good when you actually get annoyed at a character
not annoyed at how freaking stupid the movie is

so yeah. good movie =D

gona watch Picture This by Ashley Tisdale. (huizen recommend)
I love you, YouTube =D

OH OH OH

and Bryan + Pat = ftw WIN.

Bryan Janier, kay. not the Bryan Liew or Bryan Chan or Bryan Au Yong pleaseee.

I wanna watch High School Musical 3 because everyone's watching it!
and I wanna read loads of other books
If only I had the friggin TIME. blehh.

A walk to remember.

2008-10-19T01:18:00.004+08:00

Saturday was stupid. blehh.
Everybody, yes everybody even Pat, well, let's just say we never got along T___T

Amiera, OMG, I miss you. Chatting with you today, we caught up on so much =D
I'm sorry I was so busy that I couldn't answer your calls, or I replied late on msn
I promise, I will from now on, only phone calls could be a problem, because well, mom not so keen on chatting on the phone.

blehh, Anyway I watched A Walk To Remember today (just re-read the book yesterday night)
Well Friday night then, it's 1:20am and officially sunday XP

isn't Jamie Sullivan supposed to live?!! In the movie she didn't! I was expecting Landon to say the all famous line, "I now believe, by the way, miracles can happen."
Blehh, nice story nice book =D

I am seirously getting more books.
As soon as I finish Far From The Madding Crowd and Wuthering Heights.
Blehh.
Homework. Gahh.

And Pat's present, well, let's just say I love Tiffany and Sean and Kath and Abbe sooooo much =D
oh, and my mom too!
Believe it or not, she contributed a big part of it!

I love my mom.
Yeah. I'm like super close to her nowadays =D
haha. and no complaints about the no going out thing. I mean, I DO get to go out at LEAST right XP

Pictures of him.

2008-10-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

Does ANYONE have pictures of Pat?
PLEASE?

It's a super emergency
Any pictures will do.

Preferably from prom (2007 or 2008 whichever also can)

pleasee, for his birthday =)

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am wondering if i should print myself or bring to shop to print...

Seaweed

2008-10-16T17:43:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOSH.
I love Thailand seaweed.

You know, the one that comes in the thin thin strip that I originally ate
erm the one that has 5 pieces stuck together
blehh, that one is actually okay okay

but this one, is like, SUPER SUPER YUMMY.
It's like chicken, with like, i duno
but it's really relaly nice.

Pat gave me four packets (each packet 4 pieces)
I ate two packets already..
blehh. I want to eat the rest

but must save for next time
or at least when pat comes back
so that can at least share with him laa.

yeah. that is how it looks like. The food super super yummy, the packet SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE.
haha
seriously the guy is damn damn cute

I wonder, yeah!
We can advertise this seaweed =D

now to think of plot.. XP

someone PLEASEEEE tell me where I can get THIS exact brand of seaweed in Malaysia? Smuggled or not smuggled, I'm addicted to it!

oh diu.

2008-10-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

OH DIU.
I think I spoilt Pat's phone T_______T

Pat had these very very nice photos
that I needed (tell you all next week)
and then I was asking Kelvin and Hui Zen on msn (same convo)
whether either of them had USB to transfer photos.

Then Kelvin (or Hui Zen, forgot which one) suggested to take out the memory card
and see if my laptop got built in card reader.
I took it out, and in vain, NO CARD READER.
fine.

Then I tried to put it back.
I couldn't! However hard i pressed or gently I slot, or whatever.
Then finally i think 20 friggin minutes later
I found I had to slide it into the cap before i could close it.
BAHH

I think in the process of putting back the memory card
I might have scratched it or smth
anyway, when I was trying to cap it, the phone dropped on the floor
and the battery fell out.
I almost screamed. OMG.

I put everything back in order, and onned it.
And when i onned it, NOTHING WOULD MOVE.
like wtf?!

I think I've onned it for like 5 times edi.
yeah
5 times. I counted

and neither would MOVE.

bleh..
I don't care LOOI KIAN SENG. If it really is spoilt, I will buy him a new phone.
SERIOUSLY.

I don't care anymore.
omg. I shouldn't have taken it out in the first place laa.
I HATE MYSELF. BLEHH.

bahh. stupid stupid day.

worst day ever.

2008-10-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

This could possibly the worst day of my existence.

Yes, it is already the worst term.
It is already the worst month.
It is already the worst week.

Now is it up for grabs as the worst day of my entire life.

1. HE DIED. T_______T

If you have seen someone, or heck something, HANGING. like. HUNG to death, and just strapped there in the middle of the night when you're out to feed the dogs, trust me, it would be on your top worst nights.

2. One of my best friends actually decided to blurt out something that I specifically told him I would slaughter him if he did.
AND HE ACTUALLY DID.
I SWEAR, I was so pissed that day I did mean it when I said I would kill.
I think right now I'm up to it as well. STUPID IDIOT.

3. Pat didn't call.. It's not that like, I'm selfish and expect him to call. Nono, I'll wait for him for years if I have to.
Pat didn't call and I'm not angry. No. I'm not sad either.
I'm freaking hell worried in case something happened.. cuz usually he'll call me or smth
and I hate myself for not buying a phone.
But then, it's useless cuz then I'm afraid I'll disturb Pat during something important..
HECK. I just hate hate hate life.

4. มีมูลค่าสูงพ่อ, โปรดหายป่วยเดี๋ยว.. ตัวครอบครัว.. (ซึ่งฉันหวังรวมถึงฉัน..) กระวนกระวายใจ..

5. Pat.. ฉันรักคุณมากเลย.. call me soon..

My worst day ever.
I am NOT NOT NOT an angel of death. DON'T YOU EFFIN EVER CALL ME THAT.
One step away from swearing. blehh

convo

2008-10-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
you scared of my mom?
Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
pat is XD

$3@|\| says:
no la im not scared
$3@|\| says:
but that day ah .. like i was looking at ur car and pointing at it while talking to tian suddenly ur mum get out of the car and walk towrds me wei .. i run la
$3@|\| says:
i thought coming to kill me

Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
LOL
Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
very funny XP

$3@|\| says:
but actually looking 4 u onli
$3@|\| says:
=.=

Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
hahahaha
Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
XP
Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
lolllllllll
Evel y n Nuttisa ตกหลุมรัก Pat says:
seriously?

$3@|\| says:
yeh
$3@|\| says:
lol

hehee. my mom.
the US navy will surrender their nuclear weapons to her XP

song

2008-10-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

YEAH,
Kelvin, you're right.

I am kinda too selfish..
pat, take your time.. =)

"This Love"

I, I,
I can see it in your eyes
Taste it in our first kiss
Stranger in this lonely town (this lonely town)
Save me from my emptiness (save me)

You took my hand
You told me it would be ok
I trusted you to hold my heart
Now fate is pulling me away, from you

Even if I leave you now
And it breaks my heart
Even if I'm not around
I won't give in
I can't give up
On this love

You've become a piece of me
Makes me sick to even think
Of mornings waking up alone
Searching for you in my sheets
Don't fade, away

Even if I leave you now
And it breaks my heart
Even if I'm not around
I won't give in (won't give in)
I can't give up (can't give up)
On this love

I can't just close the door
(on this love)
I never felt anything like this before
(like this love)
Tell me the truth no matter what we're going through
Will you hold on too 'cause

Even if I leave you now
And it breaks my heart
Even if I'm not around
I won't give in
I can't give up
On this love

Even if I leave you now (leave you now)
And it breaks my heart
Even if I'm not around (not around)
I won't give in (won't give in)
I can't give up (can't give up)
I won't give in (won't give in)
I can't give up (can't give up)
On this love

This post for pat

2008-10-10T18:26:00.004+08:00

Pat, I miss you T______T

I'm not going to ask you when you are coming back
because that would be just selfish.

I wish you all the best for your father,
please, stay with him as long as you can.. even if it's 1 month
or 6 months
or 1 year.. I'll be here..
even if 2 years, heck I'll come find you after year 11

and I know you read this blog so don't give excuses XP

I have your jacket with me, I'll sleep with it okay?
Your phone.. I'm sorry when you tried to call me from Penang at 4:30pm I didn't answer
I saw the missed calls
then at 5pm I called you back.. but that time i think you go already
then I saw at 5:30pm miss call again T______T
Then 6pm I call you back.. you really go already la..

The phone was on silent.. i didn't know..
usually I will put general, but put on vibrate la
so that time when ring, I didn't know ring.. T____T

Yeah, i think God really want to bully us la..

Father strong, but still take care of him okay?
Tell him I love him too oki?

Why God want to bully us a?
Like this week.. make the bus late so you cannot come on Monday
Tuesday.. Wednesday
Thursday my stupid teeth.. I shouldn't have gone yesterday..
Then Friday.. today.. so short..

Take care..

ps. actually I don't write here wan la.. but you read my blog more than the email la so I thought I post here so you can read faster XP

อีวลิน รัก ฮัน นา..
ฉันคอย พัด กระทั่งกระทั่งหรือปีหนึ่ง..

รักษา พัดพ่อนา..
รักษา พัดแม่ก็..

อีวลินคอยพัดโทรทางไกล..
และอีวลินจะไม่ทำร้องให้อีก..
จะต้องทำเถียรกับแฟนฉันและพ่อ..

ขอร้องกลุ้มอีวลิน..
ขอร้องกระต่ายหมายจันทร์..
อีวลิน จะได้เชื่อ..จะต้องได้ยิ้ม..จะต้องได้รัก..
ไม่จำเป็นต้องเทคแคร์กันเกินเหตุ เพราะเป็นดีคู่ควง..
ถูก? XD

เดี๋ยวพบกันที่รัก..

ด้วยความรักและคิดถึงค่ะ nuttisa.. ♥

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I'm sorry.. I couldn't keep that promise..
ขอโทษ.. ฉันกลืนน้ำลายตัวเอง
ฉันหมั่นคิดpat..
อีวลิน เก็บกด.. เพราะไม่ได้การช่วยงานแฟน..

สัญญาอีวลิน pat ดูแลตัวเองนะและพ่อ และแม่ และพี่ชาย และครอบครัว..

เผื่อวันนี้วันสุดท้ายฉันเข้าหา Pat..
ฉันรักคุณเหมือนเดิม.. ตาปีตาชาติ..

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I'll write myself a simple song
Get the whole world to sing along
I'll call it a love song for you

And who knows
I'm liable to take a song from the bible
And then when I'm thro'
I'll just sing:

Love lifted me, love lifted me
When nothing else would do
You know, love lifted me

Everybody's lookin' for a way
To say something
Nobody said but that's hard to do

They're searchin' their mind
Tryin' to find the one of a kind way
That they could say something new
I just say:

Love lifted me, love lifted me
When I was down and out
You know, love lifted me
Love lifted me..

wow long

2008-10-08T00:59:00.004+08:00

okay, this is seriously the longest story I have ever written.
haha

Candy Wonderland English Task
Question 3 - Point of View from a piece of candy

Crack. Oosh, is it finally time yet? Stiff, as I was, squinted in the darkness, embracing the small gleam that started as a white dot and soon grew to be what i discovered, light. I used to be engulfed in the dark, only to hear loud scraping sounds, felt things plastered to my body as I got stiffer and stiffer, cramped and bumped and sometimes squashed. Finally, today, I got to open my eyes.

I was a candy teddybear, and with many others, I was finally born. Rock hard on the outside but soft and chocolatey on the inside, I was grey with brown peppermint eyes, a chocolate chip nose, strawberry flavoured mouth, and a soft coat of white chocolate as my t-shirt. I looked around with my eyes and saw that I was placed in a huge transparent glass jar with hundreds of other candy bears of all shapes and colours, each with a different t-shirt. I saw that each of their t-shirts carried a personal message, like Sorry, Get Well Soon, I miss you, Happy Valentine's, Happy Birthday or I love you. I looked down and peered at my own. Swelling with pride, I turned to my nearest neighbour and said dreamily, "One of a Kind."

"Yes", my neighbour replied, "We truly are one of a kind candy bears. We are the first of our kind in the world to be created and exported. No one has heard wind of us yet. Apparently, they want to release us next week on Valentine's Day in the biggest candy store in the world, "Love is in the eyes", in Korea! Yes, we are truly unique. The best, and yet maybe the worst at the same time. That is the speciality of being one of a kind."

I was tongue-tied. Assessing my neighbour from head to paw, I saw that my neighbour was a she. She was coloured a rather pinkish colour, or was it purple? I wasn't really sure. She had cute pink eyes, like a rabbit's, a sweet smile and her t-shirt was copper brown with a bit of gold tinge. The message on her shirt stated, "My love, you are."

Curious, and yet, at the same time, not wanting ruin my self-esteem, I asked politely, "What colour are you? Pink, or purple? And what does that statement etched across your shirt mean? It looks as if you didn't complete your sentence." Calmly, she answered, "It is not I who picked this message. No, none of us picked our message. We are designed by our creators to be bought and given as gifts to our loved ones, or sometimes, not so loved ones. I am of the colour Zinnwaldite, which is actually a shade of brown, not pink or purple. My t-shirt which spells, 'My love, you are', simply declares someone as their lover. My love, that's what you are, or, My love? Yes, you are! I am proud of my statement."

"Yes, it is a rather..", discontinued as I rackled my brains for a suitable word, "..rather nice sentence." Wanting to continue our conversation, I asked, "What did you mean just now, by 'sometimes, not so loved ones?' " She nudged her head towards the back. I turned and at once, it caught my eye. A candy bear, the colour of ebony black with quite a nasty look had a blood red shirt with the words, "I'm here to haunt."

"Oh my, I wouldn't want to associate with him. Nono, that would be just proposterous."

"How typical to judge a book by its cover, or in this case, a bear by it's shirt", she replied, "That bear is actually very nice. It is such a pity he had to be painted like that. I wouldn't be surprised if he were smashed the moment he were opened."

Smashed? What did she mean by that? Didn't she just mention that that bear was very friendly? Who would want to smash it? Perhaps there was a different side to this young, innocent like Zinnwaldite. Yes, and in the meantime, I should ask for her name.

"Oh, you could just call me by my colour, Zinnwaldite. As to your first question, it is not I who wishes to crushes Ebony, no. It is our buyers. I mean, as candy bears you can't really expect to live more than a month, can you? We are candy bears, made to be eaten. It all depends on your shirt messages. Hopefully if I get sent to a loving girl who likes to keep her gifts rather than eat them, I could last up to 6 months.." Her voice faded in the distance..

Eaten? In specific, part of our bodies torn apart to satisfy the sweet tooth of a few spoilt children?! NO! This cannot be! A candy bear as elegant as myself couldn't possibly have one sole purpose in life - to be EATEN! I had to do something, to escape. I would bring Zinnzal something with me. Heck, her name is extremely long, I shall have to call her Zinn from now on.. Yes, I shall bring Zinn with me, and probably a few other candy bears if they are brave enough to venture with me. We would escape at night and go maybe to icecream and cookie land. I heard the house and living there are exquisite!

"Ecru! Ecru! Hello? Are you alright?!

I blinked. "Ecru? Who is Ecru?"

"You, of course!", Zinn giggled. "That's your colour, Ecru, a light shade of brown."

Another shade of brown? I had to be colour blind. I only saw grey on me, and purplish pink on Zinn. Speaking of Zinn..

"Zinn! We have to get out of here! I do not want to be eaten, and I am certain that you do not want to be eaten as well. Let us go with our fellow candy bears away from here!"

She giggled once more. I could never understand what she found funny. "It is every candy bear's pride to be chosen. If you are not chosen, it would be a disgrace to you. A lifetime of shame, an eternity of embarassment. Although each and every one of us would not want to be eaten, we would all want to be chosen. In fact, I wouldn't mind being eaten on the spot if I were the first bear to be chosen! Yes, it would be an honour to be the first bear chosen. We always give respect to that first bear."

Zinn had to be joking. All this nonsense about being chosen and eaten, it sounded like we were sacrifices about to be handpicked by some golden God-idol. On the other hand, her words did make sense. I would feel extremely important if I were the first candy bear to be chosen. The best of the best. I looked down at my shirt. 'One of a kind', that I was. Like Zinn said, we were each unique. I began to drift and dream, imagining that a person clad in gold picked me first of all the bears, Zinn clapping enthusiastically below me, being awarded a trophy, being displayed in a crystal case..

One week later

"Ecru! Wake up! Today is the big opening!"

I opened my eyes. Zinn was smiling from ear to ear, bears around me buzzing excitedly. Today was Valentine's Day. The shop had red, heart shaped balloons draped from the ceiling, and a huge banner draped across the front reading HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Our glass jar was placed right in the middle of the shop on a velvet table. We were tagged with an extremely high price - probably the same amount of money you could buy a Extra Large sized soft toy with. A bear of dark brown shade which, throughout the week, I came to know as Bistre, was muttering to himself, "Today's the day! Tody's the big day! Gosh, I hope my shirt looks alright. Yes, it is. My eyes, they are in place, my mouth, oh, a slim line of red, my nose.. my nose.. MY NOSE!" Silence filled the jar.

"Where is my nose?! I had it yesterday night! It is gone! My poor nose! Who has taken it!?"

"Bistre, calm down, why would anyone want to take your nose?" said Zinn quietly.

"How should I know?! Probably someone wanted to get their chance as first picked so badly! This is a disaster. I have dreamed to be first picked my entire lifetime, although I knew that alone was impossible. Now, I worry if I'd ever be picked at all!" I was certain, if candy bears could cry, Bistre would be crying by now.

Suddenly, a loud dragging sound of metal could be heard. The store owner was finally opening up the shop! It was time! Bistre stopped muttering and lay still. The other candy bears did one last check on themselves and stood silent with paws crossed. I went to stay beside Zinn as close as I could and whispered, "Zinn, no matter what happens to both of us as we each go our separate ways, I will always remember you. I, as a One Of A Kind Candy Bear want to declare that My love, you are."
Zinn,expressionless, glanced at me. She kept moving and bumping into me, as if she wanted to move from her spot. I didn't let her. I wanted to spend the most of our remainding time together. Why did she want to move?

When the shop opened, about 20 people filed into the shop at the same time, crowding around our table. Lights flashing, cameras clicking, fingers poking, we all stood silent as we awaited the first pick. After forty minutes or so, the crowd was slowly starting to disperse. No one had bought us because of the high price. People now stood around the shop, instead of around us. I reckon they were also curious as to who would buy the first expensive Candy Bear.

A little girl dressed in a flare pink dress stepped into the shop with a tall slender man in a tuxedo. She pointed to our jar and said, "Daddy, I want one of those." Her father nodded his head. The girl looked at all of us respectively, even looking at each of us twice, and finally, lifted her index finger. This was it. Now it was time for first pick.

"Daddy, I want that dark brown one with the transparent nose."

Her father came towards us. We were all surprised. Bistre? The one with the flaw who lost his nose and didn't think he even had the chance to be bought at all? He was first pick? Even the little girl's father was surprised. "Honey, why don't you choose one of those nicer ones. After all, these are really quite expensive. Look, that pink one is really pretty." He pointed to Cerise, a hot pink Candy Bear with a glittery bow and a t-shirt that wrote 'Kiss Me'. The store lady came and saw Bistre. She apologised and wanted to take Bistre off the display table.

"No, daddy. I want that dark brown one. I want that one because he is special. He is the only one among these Candy Bears with no nose, and I do not think he is ugly. In fact, he looks rather cute without his nose. It is like as if he does not need his nose, this extra sense of smell as all his other senses are sharp enough for him already. And besides daddy, if I do not love him, who would?"

Her father's eyes filled with tears. He took out his wallet, beckoned to the store lady, and pointed to Bistre. So that was it. Bistre was first pick! We all cheered and clapped silently. Bistre, smiling happily, waved goodbye from his little plastic bag as he was brought out of the store by that little girl.

After Bistre was taken away, one by one, we were finally chosen. A goth looking teenage girl came in and straightaway bought Ebony without a second glance. Ebony was second pick. I didn't keep track after that. I just kept aware of me, Zinn, and who was the one coming to separate either of us. About another 20 minutes later, a rather tall and dark young man came to look at us. He kept frowning at me and Zinn, as if something were out of place. I didn't like it at all. There was nothing wrong with Zinn, neither was there with me.

The young man spoke in some foreign language we did not understand. Before we knew it, I was separated from Zinn. The store lady picked me up and put me in a box. I was then put in a plastic bag and carried away by the man. He really did love sweets. I coud feel other boxes of candy bumping against mine. All the time I was in the box, I kept thinking about Zinn. I wanted to know who picked her, and what happened to her. Finally, i was set down on the table. I could hear boxes being unwrapped. I peeked out of my box and saw a petite, bespectacled woman squealing. I concluded that this man was her boyfriend, and he was saving me for last as a Valentine's Day present.

The man took me out and as I was set down on the table, I nearly wobbled and fell. Right on my right, was Zinn! ZINN, my brownish pink Candy Bear from the shop! There was no mistaking her. This couldn't have been a better ending. My questions answered, worries faded, everything forgotten as soon as I saw Zinn. I was floating.

"Eve", the man spoke, "Happy Valentine's Day! When I was shopping in the shop this afternoon, I couldn't keep my eyes off these two Candy Bears. Before this, the light pink one was displayed on the left of the grey one. It just didn't seem right. I bought them both, and decided to redisplay them." He grinned and his girlfriend, Eve, pointed to our t-shirts.

With as little movement as possible, I looked at us in the mirror in front of us. I smiled. This couldn't have been better even if we planned it. With Zinn on my right, together, our shirts now read, 'My love, You are - One of a Kind. Eve placed us on the mantelpiece next to her photos while she and her boyfriend decided to watch a few movies together.

"It all worked out, didn't it?" Zinn finally spoke. I fluttered at the sound of her voice. "I mean, you were so worried at the Candy store. I was surprised that you didn't notice our shirts at first. If you remember, I was staying on your left. I tried moving to your right but you just wouldn't let me. I finally gave up, hoping that someone would notice the compatibility of our shirts. Finally, this man did."

Mouth gaping, this was something about Zinn I could never understand. The complexity of her mind contrasting the simpleness of her features. How did a Candy Bear know this much? To this day, I never bothered to find out. Why ruin what I love about her the most? Her mysteriousness and her plainness. We are still standing together, never bitten by Eve or her boyfriend Pat, whose name I found out after a year. The small glass case covering me and Zinn, though not the big crystal one I dreamed about a long time ago, was just enough hold us - the world we Candy Bears live in.

Mr. Raj, just a note; I did research on the colours I used above on Wikipedia. All these colours, like Zinnwaldite, Ecru, Bistre, Ebony, and Cerise exist and are real colours.

Blog Addiction

2008-10-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

okay, blogging because I've nothing to do
weee I'm starting my research paper =)

on boring Ayer Tawar (no offence dad XD)

so anyway

I THINK THE WORST PART ABOUT GETTING BRACES
IS

*drumroll*

not the pain of the injections

*drumroll continues*

not the yanking of the permanent teeth

*drumroll still continuing*

not the bleeding

*drumroll inconsistent*

not the pain, not the uncomfortableness,

*drumroll fading*

certainly not the look

*drummer quit, wrist sprained XD*

but the NOT BEING ABLE TO EAT!

I swear,
my appetite has DOUBLED UP ever since i pulled out my teeth and COULDN'T CHEW!
I've been trying to eat, and well, succeeding!

you know, if you eat really fast, you get full.
but if you eat slow, and spread your eating over a period of time, you NEVER SEEM TO BE FULL.
that's me. XP always hungry.

and then, since I can eat like, soft food
so that I don't "rebleed" and open the stitches

I can only eat carbs! T______T

no veges, no fruits, no protein.. fat, well.. XD

today dinner i managed some soft veges and mushrooms, and one BULK of mashed potatoes
and CHEESE and did i mention big plate of RICE for lunch
and snack i had BREAD

gahh. people lose weight when they get braces.
THEY ALL DO

and me?
wow. i think I'm going to put on weight XD

can't wait for school to start again.. I eat less on school days, wonder whyy XD

p/s; PAT, ที่รักและผู้ชายของฉัน, you should start your homework soon.. =D
i know you only have 3 homework so buck uppp XD

oh, and Kelvin, if you ever read my blog, thank you =)

Blog Addiction

2008-10-03T21:36:00.008+08:00

General? haha, shall curse more XP

blehh I'm stupid XD

24% Geek

cry oh cry

2008-10-03T21:05:00.001+08:00

here mom
Why don't you read this
and start planning for my medical bills as well.

http://procrastinator-rulez.blogspot.com/2008/10/heartwarming-love-story-i-just-received.html

from kian seng.

blehh.
I wish they'd all love me for who I am.

two teeth less

2008-10-02T19:28:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Sitiawan.

It wasn't that bad, I mean, the jabs were like ant bites =)
I had two teeth pulled out XP
it was okay, only downside was that the right side had to be stitched up because he did some "exploration"

Next Thursday I'll be going back down to put on my braces edi.
Skipping school and then, if really cannot tahan,
skip Friday also.

but then, maybe Friday I'll come back XP

oh shit. I forgot I have to play for the Sunday service?
Wonder if I should cancel..
bahh

the dentist put rubber thingies between my teeth.
Freaking annoying =.=
I think that's how the braces will feel..
blehh

now have to take mua painkillers =)

dentist appointment

2008-10-01T23:41:00.006+08:00

I don't have the looks, I don't have the shape nor the height.
In fact, I don't even know what "qualities" I possess.
If, that is, I even qualify for qualities
So, if you please, just let me be.
because I love him.

Tomorrow (Thursday) I'm following my dad down to Sitiawan to see the dentist
T______T

Did i mention i hate dentist appointments?
YES I DID
about 123456 times right?

I hope they don't do anything DRASTIC to me tomorrow..
if anything, I want to go back to school NORMAL.

Speaking of school, I'll be bringing my laptop down so that i can finish my work
and bring Wuthering Heights to read for my english book report just in case cannot get internet.
I wanted to read a few books on the booklist, like Jude the Obscure and Tess of the D'urbervilles and choose which one was easiest
now no time.. gahh i don't think i can do that anymore XP

Oh, and yes I'm officially doing Ayer Tawar XD

back to topic; blehh
I don't think they'll be putting my braces on for me tomorrow, I heard must dono do what, take out teeth, leave for a while then only put?
Anyhow, I just want to get this over with.
GAHH

my teeth are FINE except for one stupid front tooth
blehh.

just another point to add to my above (top) notion *sniff*

edit;/ Pat thinks I'm pretty XP and he reads my blog.. so better not blog too much.. cuz i don't think he knows about the older posts link XP

edit again;/ OMG when i was editing i smelt FIRE!
LIKE FIRE! from my laptop!
I JUST PULLED OUT THE charging plug
and went sniffing my laptop blehh XP

oh lovelove

2008-10-01T17:28:00.003+08:00

edit; but as a different post

I LOVE MY FAMILY

shall longate (is that a word?) this post later =)
doing english research paper and book report..

//

okay I'm here to elongate the post (i found the word! XD)

I'll be doing my English Research paper on Ayer Tawar, my dad's hometown
I wanted to do it on the Loch Ness Monster at first (right, Mr. Raj?)
but there wasn't much information

I mean, there was, just that not enough information to cover it.

But now that I think of it, Ayer Tawar's really boring.. while the Loch Ness monster at least has some spark to it.

Who knows? I might just switch back XD

oh, and my MS Word doesn't work T_______T

PS. Tiff, I hope you feel better =) ILY! XD
but i *heart* Pat more so blehh XP

Oh yeah, just now Pat called me *squee*
finally, I get to talk to someone XD

delay of wishlist

2008-09-30T21:50:00.007+08:00

now that i think,
getting a phone would be redundant

because it'll probably get confiscated anyway T______T
and if I hide it, it will be discovered, because my mom goes through every single belonging of mine!

so I'll probably just get a sim card like last time
and whenever i need to use the phone
I'll just insert the card and HUALA =)

no one will know because their phone bills will go back to normal, and

OMG i don't care if hui zen calls me a bimbo. there's an exception
OMG

my baby sister is what, 1 year 9 months la

----------this part was cut out for my family's safety reasons---------

yesterday she was peeking at my computer..

*Hey, what is this?

-It's my friend's blog.

*Blog?

and she launches into her *ranting* mode again.
little did she know the blog she saw was mine XP

I hate my family.

edit: Kian Seng helped me enable my comments! Thank you!
for more info http://www.blogskins.com/forum/1/80456/

new layout again.

2008-09-30T17:59:00.004+08:00

I've been changing layouts so often recently I think it's making people's heads spin
Apparently Hui Zen didn't like my previous layout (And I'm thinking neither did Pat XP)
and I just got bored of it

I saved the HTML so I can switch back anytime :)
BEWARE!

Blogger Screenshot:

I had a hard time choosing a new layout
there were so many favourites!

In fact, I had a hard time choosing between my current out and the one below

Blogger Screenshot:

^^ click to enlarge. You won't regret clicking it. In fact, you'll probably thank me =D
(or curse me for making you hungry XP)

It makes me hungry just looking at it T_____T

oh oh and now with new layout, I don't have to worry about font type or font size anymore =D

life is so unfair

2008-09-29T16:26:00.023+08:00

PING!
Amiera's mom got the iPhone 3G
T__________T

I really want a phone.
That's it.
I'm BEGGING my parents for one T_____T

but if it's not the iPhone then i also dowan XP

greedy evee.
but seriously la..

Just now wanted to sms pat
but my mom and grandmom went out
and no more phone at home except house phone..
and you can't sms with house phone.. (except for all the hospitals XD)

gahh
i had to wait like more than 2 hours
before could even say hi to him
and i couldn't even talk to him last night

because got guest at home
and well

parents..
T______T

He's going back to Thailand tonight midnight.. I wonder if still can call him..
I hope his phone is 3G =)
who cares about phone bill.. i'll sort it out later
GAHH

i'm lonely pat, when are you coming back?

wishlist 2 + (3?)

2008-09-27T17:45:00.009+08:00

Remember my first wishlist?
The wall-E customization for my sony walkman?
haha

I got more XD greedy evee

not forgetting, my always wanted.

Hui Zen doesn't agree with the iPhone.. he doesn't like it
it seems fine for me =D

Ever since my uncle bought it, I've been thinking, WOW. it's a seirously cool phone
Sucha pity nobody else agrees with me XD

and now that I'm greedy, that's the iPhone in the colour rose gold.
it's nicer than pink or red =)
sweet colour it is, rose gold.

But then, safer also to stick with black, just in case i don't like a different version of the original XD

and then, this new product by Apple
the iStick
iPhone + Lipstick XD

but there's nothing in cosmetics about this gadget.

it's supposed to be four sides of touch screens
and erm, actually i don't know how it works
cuz then there's the question:
HOW DO WE HOLD IT? XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM

2008-09-27T16:54:00.003+08:00

second birthday post. SEE TIFF
you got the first XP

Happy 40th birthday mom

I know you don't want people knowing your age, but you don't even know I'm blogging, so nevermind
HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)

oh, and did I mention?
I love you ♥

weep, where have my comments gone?

2008-09-25T23:01:00.004+08:00

I just noticed!
There isn't a comment link there anymore!
OH MY DEAR, WHERE HAVE MY COMMENTS GONE TO?

usually underneath a post, there'll be (number) comments, posted at (time)
and now
there's only the time

WHERE'S MY COMMENTS??
somebody help me? XD

P.S. reminder to self: If i use Verdana at normal size, it will show okay.
the rest are just small. =)

piano songs.

2008-09-25T22:54:00.011+08:00

I am seriously making my font bigger.
I finally found out how to change my layout. like finally. after 1 year XD

and it's quite simple actually hahaha

so anyway, here's the song + name + composer i promised some random person
I put it here cuz too long and tedious for my pitiful cbox XD

I sat for my last and final piano exam somewhere early this year, after checkpoint.. and guess what?
I GOT A MERIT!
hahaha, i know it's not as good as a distinction, but it's way better than a pass and a fail right?
and besides, MERIT is actually really good! some more high merit! =)
thank God, =D

so anyway, Grade 8
Selected PIANO exam pieces 2007-2008
ABRSM

A1 - Prelude and Fugue in A flat, BWV 862 (No. 17 from Das wohltemperirte Clavier, Part 1) by J.S. Bach
B1 - Allegro con spirito (First movement from Sonata in G minor, Op. 7 No. 3) by Clementi
C2 - The Puppet's Dance (No.5 from Puppets, book 1) by Martinu.

PS. I don't think this will do you (yes you stranger XD) much help because well, this is the 2007-2008 syllabus, and I think if you're sitting for Grade 8 next year, yours will be different.. the 2008-2009..

Now can I please know who you are? XP

newnewnew

2008-09-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

Haha. new layout.
The font here is now normal, but it looks so small..
I think I have to make it to LARGEST XD

and change it to trebuchet as well =)

you know
even though yesterday i regretted posting about being angry with my mom..
I'm seriously glad I didn't take it down. because I'm seriously pissed now.

I met Mrs. Cheah today, my like fav teacher from Std 1 until now when she doesn't teach me =)
She was saying like, Talk to your mom la
she's anxious about you, worried
and i felt really guilty
and whole day i said when i get home I'm gona hug her and kiss her

and in the car she just blasted at me
IF YOU CAN'T GET YOUR ACCOUNTING NOTES THEN I SHALL NOT LET YOU GO FOR ENGLISH LITERATURE ANYMORE.
and english literature is like my favourite class now..

hate is sucha big word.
I'm so glad I'm not the type of person to use it..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D

2008-09-24T18:57:00.005+08:00

This is my first birthday post on this blog =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY =DDD

This was from our BM project. remember our "red earth" that magically changed into a red cake?
haha

hey tiff I couldn't go shopping
so I'll get your monkey late a bit okay XP

Tiffany Chau Mei Ling

You're my beesttt girlfriend.
and tell Curtain to back off
cuz you're MINEEE =DDDD

Wweaaa

2008-09-23T23:08:00.001+08:00

I seriously feel guilty.
It's my mom's birthday this Saturday
and I wanna get her something

We've been fighting so much these few days
T______T

I want someone to love me, please?

gosh. T___T

2008-09-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

I seriously feel guilty from posting yesterday's post.
I mean, come on, I was angry at that time.

AND DON'T YOU DARE SAY I HATE MY MOTHER

I love her =)
yes I do I do I do

Anyway, I think I'm going to have to do my braces somewhere during this month.
GAWD.
I dowanna go for surgery.
Because of one stupid tooth. =.='

why are my teeth so ugly? T_______T

so yeah, maybe one day during the Hari Raya hols I'll go down to Sitiawan to get my teeth checked
and well, progress a.s.a.p.
cuz my dentist's going to Australia next month AGAIN.

=D

so much for the holiday T__________T

I hate dentists.
I mean, I don't hate the guy, I just hate dentist appointments.

YESH, I'm a kiddish coward XP

FCK.

2008-09-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

hey, guess what.

Just when I pressed the Publish Post button on my previous post,

my brother chipped his tooth. no, not chipped. LOST his perfect front tooth.
you know where?

on the wall.
you know why?

because he was running.
and you know who?

my effin creator.

He printed a few flowers and classified them wrongly
My mom asked to redo everything, and he was, well, he didn't want to...
so he said nevermind.
just one word. nevermind.

She took out the metal hangar.. and chased him.
You know how effin painful the metal thing is? tell you what. One wack and there's a line there colour of brown and purple for DAYS.

and after she wacked him
she wanted to wack him some more
so he turned and ran
ran
and ran
and was crying

so he banged into the wall and just lay on the floor crying
It was only later on we saw that he lost his tooth.
His beautiful permanant front tooth.

See, she's scolding me now.
I'm doing ICT E-safety Workbook so she can't tell on me for "using the computer"

damn.

2008-09-22T21:47:00.004+08:00

I am so. well, hulkish XD
even though like, she gave birth to me.. I'm still mad

We were fine at dinner.. Just because I wouldn't do my brother's work for him!?

Yeah. I have a heckload of work, and I still have to do my brother's work for him. DIE can?
so i refused la.
Then she got mad at me.. but that was like at 6pm
she threatened to take away my mp3
and dinner at 8pm we were okay

Suddenly now at 9:30pm
I was listening to music on the headphones.. not even singing..
not even on the speakers.. not disturbing anyone.
I doubt she even knew I was listening
I bet my stupid brother told her because I didn't do his work for him..

YI LYNN. YOU NO LONGER OWN AN MP3
GIVE ME YOUR MP3!!
I HATE YOU LISTENING TO MUSIC!

Mom. It's not an MP3. It's a walkman.

DON'T YOU BE SMART WITH ME A. YOU THINK YOU GENIUS OVERNIGHT A.

(no. in 1 minute also can you know. genius. written on the device it's a walkman you think i study manual ah..)

so I gave her la, what to do..
so much for my wall e customization.. T_________T

after that I onned the music on my laptop on FULL BLAST.
She was in the TV room.. no doubt she can hear as well

but I need laptop to do work.. you don't want me to fail ICT do you? ;D

so yeah.

STUPID !@#$%^&#@$%

wall E

2008-09-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

Pat seriously made me love Wall E. Like SOOO MUCH =)

I really really really want that sony customization la.. but then it's nowhere to be found T____T
I actually wanted to put this pic as my banner.. but then I was worried I might get sued for copyright infringement.
EHH. they gave this to us for download I can use it right?
hehe nevermind

So since I'm not using that wall E pic for my banner, which totally fits T__T

I decided to edit this pic down here into my now banner =)
EHEHE. it sucks T_____T

help?

2008-09-19T18:43:00.006+08:00

GAHH. I need help.

Which one should I use?
These are banners that i used in the past..

ehehe. the tinkerbell one.. i just used this one for 1 day and changed again XD

this i used last time.. Reminiscence. EV. Maturity is only a short break in adolescence.

this is actually twilight based XD from the covers of the first three books.
Amore de anima.

This one I was using for my old blog, http://angelicimmanent.blogspot.com/
but if I'm going to use it for this one.. I'll change the old one =)

This one was for the signin lock one =)
and yea i don't think I'm going to change this one though XD

2008-09-19T18:43:00.001+08:00

and for some weird reason i like this picture XD

Ipoh's Incognito School

2008-09-18T00:00:00.010+08:00

I am seriously a dummy XD

after school today, after my English Literature class (Which totally owns ACCOUNTING, you accounting people!!)
I was rushing, because every single Thursday my mom would complain WHY are you one of the last one out.
So i was rushing
and I saw my car parked in the middle of the road, and I was like SHOOT.

so i went over to my car,
yanked the door,
and..
yanked
and yanked
and yanked

and i realised it was locked with nobody inside XD

My mom, was actually in the office, talking to Mrs. Chandra.
Apparently, my brother was pushed down by his friend where his glasses lens popped out, bruised his forehead, and started nose bleeding.
He went to the teacher nearby to tell her
and guess what she said?

AIYAH. THAT'S JUST CHOCOLATE LAH.
and she walked away.

COME ON, BLOOD IS RED CHOCOLATE'S BROWN RIGHTT?

colour blind much?

and also, yesterday on the one year mark, Pat wanted to send the wall e present straight to my house, so he hired a taxi straight from parkson.
He showed the taxi driver uncle my address, and he didn't know.
So he asked the uncle if he knew St. Andrew's Presbyterian church.
He also said he didn't know.

Then he asked. YA.
Do you know Ipoh International School?
NOPE.

hhahahaha.

COME ON, IPOH INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL.
RAISE YOUR STANDARDS A BIT IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE KNOWN =.=''

til death do us part.

2008-09-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

You know what's friggin sad??

http://profiles.friendster.com/51718923

it's STILL there.
and i requested to be his friend like, so long ago
he never got to accepting cuz, i guess ever since he made that account
he only used it once, the time he made it! =D

but still.
like every SINGLE time i go on friendster
i still check my friend requests, seeing if he accepts.
if he does, then. WTFFFF.

either good thing, or bad thing =)

wishlist

2008-09-17T17:23:00.008+08:00

AAAA
today is the 1 year mark =)

and i got a WALL•E girlfriend EVE plush toy =D
erm wait, not the wall e one on the left, just the right one. the WHITE ONE called eve =)
her hands are like, movable.. up and down
XD
i wonder if her head is.. erm. NOPE.
not movable.. almost pulled it off haha

i gave a Calvin Klein Ck One Graffiti perfume..
it was one of the three limited edition collector's bottles (hao gui XD)
the designer's bottle.. the one erm, with the thumb and three people?
he said he finished his own already =)

anywayy.. haha

i have a sony walkman NWZ-S616F
and from what i read from the internet
there hasn't been any customization on this device.
LIKE WHYY!! they even customized the new iPod Touch already, they haven't customized this?

yea. so that's what i'm going to try to get

this WALL•E customization for my sony walkman. yeaaa that's what i crave XD
the pic above is actually meant for an apple iTouch and i think i saw one for Zune and Creative also.. but no Sony T_______T

andandand if i REALLY can't get that, i'll get the sticker for mua laptop cover
but then, maybe not also lehh, cuz laptop cover already pink XD

this is the laptop skin

http://disneyshopping.skinit.com/devices/

this is where i got it from =D
and then quite expensive also leehh, probably cuz it's the disney official merchandise website, not like, pirated, and then like, it's in USD. hehe.

mistakes in life

2008-09-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

when there's a person who loves you
love that person back

because no one could ever love you more than that person.

and never, ever, ever leave the person
just because your friends say so.
because in the end, it's not only the person you lose,
it's everything else as well.

reminiscence

2008-09-14T15:31:00.000+08:00

President..
don't leave your crew members

from a pal

2008-09-13T16:57:00.002+08:00

he gave it to me. just in case he doesn't want to be known. =)
thanks for everything bro. =D

Plain White T's on 6Lyrics.com

knives

2008-09-13T12:42:00.001+08:00

I deserve to be boiled, hanged, cut up, and sliced.

that barrier that blocks

2008-09-13T12:40:00.001+08:00

I'm finally crossing that barrier that's been holding me back.

Do catch me when i fall over the other side..

ipconfig slash all

2008-09-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

PINGPINGPINGPING
i am going to die!

PINGPINGPING.
i want freedom. pingping

the homework load.
PINGPING

die can?

(ps. you will understand why i have PINGs all over this post if you read the previous post)

bimboism.

2008-09-13T00:43:00.006+08:00

haha.

Hui Zen says that since I've developed this habit of saying omg so often

that i've become a bimbo.

excuse me. haha

i have never worn make up BEFORE. (except for production)

My hair is always messy

my clothes are just jeans and a t-shirt.

and i have no scrunchy XD

so anyway, instead of saying omg

i shall type PING.

happy?

XD

pingpingping. i love this laptop

haha

niways. pictures!!

LOSER POSE.

OWNED POSE

erm. RANDOM POSE

hui zen = hotness? right? tell me girls. =D

haha

i look like a pig.

ahha

he won't let me upload the rest.

i doubt he even let me upload this three XD

I LOVE MY BIG BRO!!

SS Rajjos

2008-09-08T20:45:00.004+08:00

We had to do a brochure for English, and I did a cruise called Rajjos.
my pride pics: XD

BEFORE

AFTER

Raj, Captain of SS Rajjos.

BEFORE

AFTER

ANG, SAILOR CHIEF.

Hope no one kills me after this. XD

sick like hell

2008-09-08T16:35:00.002+08:00

Stupid stomach virus.
I had diarrhoea late last night.. bout 1am in the morning.. and then again at 5:30pm
each session was 30 minutes, costing me 1 hour of my sleep.
Then this morning I thought I was okay and able to go to school

However, when reaching school during homeroom, i got this really bad stomach ache
and then yea. felt like going home

Usually even when I have a fever I don't go home until school finishes.
But this is too much already.

not the sickness, nono it's not too much. but my mom

I was rushed home by my dad where i puked and made use of my digestive tract.
And from 9:30am until 3pm when my brother came home, i slept a most horrible sleep.
It's like you're trying to sleep but you can't because of the pain
and yet when you try to get up and do something about the pain you can't either because you're too exhausted.

So it's like sleeping for 2 minutes, waking up, sleeping again for a few minutes, waking up.
and gahh, you get the point.

But i think I'm okay now.. and I'll try coming to school tomorrow. Just try at least.

Why won't anybody come online!!
gahh

so anyway... at 3pm when I woke up.. i drank some water.. ate some food..
and my mom brought my brother home.

Where she started scolding me like shit.

SICK PEOPLE A. WHERE GOT SLEEP SO LONG WAN. YOU CAN SLEEP UNTIL YOUR BROTHER COME HOME.. PEOPLE USUALLY EVERY HALF AN HOUR GO TO THE TOILET WAN.. YOU SLEEP SO NICE HUH. WANT TO MISS SCHOOL SOME MORE

i was like MOM. I don't even want to miss school. you also know that.

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. YOU THINK I'M MAKING A BIG DEAL OVER MISSING SCHOOL IS IT.

yes. you are.
but i'm not stupid enough to say that out loud. =.='

Gawd. I should have stayed in school. I mean, come on.
School would have been much more peaceful than at home.
So what if I'll be going to the toilet everyonce in a while and I'll be needing extra bottles of water.
seriously, so what.

It's so much better than staying at home.

I solemnly swear that the next time I get sick, I'll stay in school no matter what.

blekz.

2008-09-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

you know, i've only 15 posts on this blog
and i wanna shut it down

yesyes i wana shut it down
or I'll just move all the posts somewhere first for self keeping
then shut it down

it was a bad idea to re-blog again.
like whatevershh.

i'll go the other place there. to blog. whatevvss. it's better + nicer

I miss Pat.

random post

2008-09-01T21:30:00.002+08:00

haha.
I love tea.

I just love love love loveshlyy love tea =)

yeshyeshyesh.

I hate coffee (even though most of my friends love it)
I have a low tolerance for caffeine (unless it's in coke, but still.. )
and I haven't tasted starbucks before XD haha

but i loveeee tea

especially english tea.
Chinese tea is o-kay.

but love love love English tea.
especially Earl Grey, and and Boh fragrance tea, and jasmine, and and cammomile
haha

randomnesss =)=)

WOW.

2008-08-26T20:49:00.001+08:00

Kian Seng, you just HAVE to see this!!

and click:
http://empressfunk.deviantart.com/art/Showdown-HP-vs-Twilight-95650140

it will be tiny when it shows, so click on it once
and it will enlarge

then wait for it

AND LULZZ on the floor!

WOUTS. =)

2008-08-26T17:13:00.011+08:00

Should I squee here?
haha.

AMIERA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS,
THIS IS FOR YOU.

I REPEAT,
THIS IS FOR YOU.

Remember I was all *drools* over Skandar Keynes?
hehe.

Dia sudah saya LUPAKAN.
lollee

i mean, he's still good looking.
but I'M like. OVER IT.
hehe.

Duno why leh
holidays come
I'm lost interest in everything.
gahh.

cept sleep though.
Put me in a pig competition and I'd win first place XP

and now
muah has found Tom Felton

*round of applause*

he IS good looking (I don't like Daniel Radcliffe, and I don't find teh singers that girls scream over interesting)

And I've always liked Draco Malfoy (the character Tom plays) in Harry Potter series (THE OH SO NICE FANDOM that Kian Seng rightfully stands by.)

NO IDEA WHY.
and saya suka Narcissa
and Lucius
why?
I haven't liked them before..

BECAUSE OF MAKANI!
she's this super talented girl who is great at art, and her fanart is like, totally awesome.
the best part is, she makes it all ABSURDLY FUNNY, i love it.

that's her deviantART; http://makani.deviantart.com/
and her AccioBrain, which is totally awesome! http://aciobrain.ligermagic.com/gen.php

Wouts. I love her art.

and I love xcgirl08 on http://community.livejournal.com/sortofbeautiful
andand burdge bug's DeviantART
andand

the girl who draws LOVELY bill-fleur parings.
erm. oh yes
nami86
i think her deviantART is http://nami86.deviantart.com/

yeshyeshyesh.

and Keysha_Chan and mary_dreams whose deviantart is http://mary-dreams.deviantart.com/ and ktshy and well, snapesnogger as well..
and then there's *bri-chan at http://bri-chan.deviantart.com/ , ~selene 231 at http://selene231.deviantart.com/ with her brilliant MEME, and loads others.
THEY ARE LIKE SUPERLY TALENTED.
lollee =)

loveslylovesly.
I wish I could draw cartoons.

I mean, I like still images, (you should see the one I gave Mr. Wright)
except people.

I can't draw people. WHY IS THAT?
gee.
I need Zhen Yeap. HEE.

so anyways,
gahh.

Damn my raging hormones to the deepest pits of doom.
and yet
I don't even have raging hormones.
I just have hormones. HAH. wait till they rage. I'd be like KEBLONSKY XD

No worries dear PAT.
no competition here.

First of all, these are like what, worldwide know people?
There are like 10,000 plus fanpeople (or widely known, fangirls) waiting in the wings,
so COME ON evelyn. GET A MOVE ON.

and there's like a 0.000001% chance that they'll even look at Malaysia on the map
and a 0,00000000000000000000000001% chance they'll come to Ipoh,
and then a 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% chance any of us will get to see them. XD

so wellsh.
even if you paid me RM 100 000 to be with them,
HAH. I'll pass.

niways,
no competition as i said.

let's have a metaphor. *switches to mega nerd mode*
If I were to have a sickness, and that were my only antidote, my only supplier,
why would I risk it and go tempting the wine again?

*switches back to student slash blogger mode*
Mr. Raj, thank you for reaching out to me, lol-ness, through xanga.
and I think I replied you already
so yeah, you should probably understand that above, if no one else does..
though I'll really appreciate it if you don't mention it others.
thanks.

BOYS BOYS

Can't live with them.. ~~can't live without them~~
can't..
no..
that's about it.

LOLLELOLLELOLLE GET YOUR DREAMERS HERE.

PINK.PINK.PINK.

2008-08-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

Hui Zen says I've gone all emo and de-blogged.

So anyways,
As a tribute to my new laptop
I decided to put the font all in PINK.

and annoy the crap out of my fellow readers.
show you how FRIGGIN ANNOYING PINK really is..

it's a VAIO CR VGGN-CR 353 Pink Sony Laptop
(to be truthful I have no idea what I just typed, I just took it off the little paper that came with the description of the computer)

See on Wednesday my dad brought us down to KL for a meeting, and since it was superly boring in the hotel, we went out on Sunday to the =BEST= (it's not THE best, it's name is just BEST) dealer in KLCC.. to check out the Plasma and LCD tvs they had

when i spotted the new computer on the pameran table.
=D

Well, not new, bout 6 months out in the market already. hee :D
niwez,
since my dad wants his black laptop back, the Compaq one that I've been hogging for so long, (my desktop PC downstairs isn't portable) so they bought me a new one.

A freakish pink one. *epic fail*

Well, to be truthful, it isn't so bad..

In fact, last time PINK was my fav colour.
then I started to become dull.
LULLZ..

so recently I developed a liking for the colour grey, brown, faded orange, and dark red.

The dark red computer seemed too, well, goth.
And they didn't have this version in black, like wth.
Thank God the pink bags were out of my stock, my mom was already requesting one.
So I (luckily) got a black case instead.

so.. yea.. i guess it isn't THAT bad.

GAHH.
PINK.
so this costs about, what RM3988? August sale in KLCC
and with, what..
*snatches paper*

Intel R Core TM 2 Dual Processor T8100 (2.10GHz)
Windows Vista R Home Premium
DVD RW. R DL. RAM Drive
14.1 WXGA Display Clear Bright LCD Lite
Hard Disk Drive 250 GB
Memory 2GB
ATI radeon Graphics Card

no offence
but it's all too fancy, too much for me.

I mean, i was fine with my unportable CPU and dad's medical jam-packed notebook.
Moreover, the only thing I understood above

was the Memory 2 GB thing,
and yet, I haven't even used up my 1GB memory on the pendrive yet.

LAUGH WITH ME PEOPLE.
IT'S IRONYY!!!

Well, at least I got something.
I haven't gotten something for a longlong time.
excluding the walkman for my checkpoint results

didn't get anything for my UPSR, for my birthday, and for Christmas.

What is there to look forward to, EXAMS??!!
=.=''

LOVESLYY LOVESLYY
MUAH DESERVES SOME APPRECIATION, DONCHA THINK?

screw it.

2008-08-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

I'm going off for a while.

off as in, not overseas, but rather, *POOF*

Be back soon, babes =)

The big red button

2008-08-02T16:58:00.002+08:00

Put The Big Red Button on your site

For the book

2008-08-02T16:31:00.004+08:00

Kian Seng asked me to write something for the school magazine to be sent to Mrs. Leong. Here it is. To save from the trouble of sending over the internet. Just copy and paste =)

Ken, Ipoh International School’s one and only Kwak Min.
[8.8.1991 - 25.7.2008]

It was on Saturday, when I first got a phone call from Amiera, my classmate who had just left our school. It was late and I hadn’t much mood to talk, let alone chat over the phone for a long period of time.

I picked up the phone, and got the shock of my life.

You see, I was prepared to sit on the floor with the phone in my ear with no interest whatsoever.
This, was truly the worst possible case scenario that I could have never even yet dreamed of. My parents and friends told me to sleep on it, but sleep did nothing about the sharp, cutting blades that raked up and down my body. No matter how much I wanted to, life wasn’t going to fall back in place so soon. I somehow wanted to pour bleach inside my head and let it fry my brain. To burn away the images that formed inside my head.

Ken was IS a great guy. His leaving came to me as a wave of unexpected torture. Sadness was not a new feeling to me. Depression was neither a new feeling to me. But numbness and shock and pain rolled into one was something altogether that I have never felt before.

In the past, when a bird died I would pick it up and cradle it in my arms and demand my dad to give it his “special breathing medicine”, what I soon discovered to be called CPR. When my first dog died of food poisoning, I grabbed it, still covered in blood, put it in a box, and hid it in my mom’s closet.

This emotionally weak part of me has been locked up inside of me for a long time, ever since my grandfather’s stroke. I had it put away. Ken’s going had found the 10 letter code that kept the titanium safe shut for so long.

The first time I met Ken was last year (Year 8) when Ken and Jack were standing by our classroom door. My first impression of him was some random cute Korean that many, many, many of the girls in our school had a taste for. He was incredibly friendly, polite, and bubbly. However, in Year 8, I never spoke to him.

Throughout my Year 9 year, I had got to know Ken really well. He was always cracking up the class, and bringing a somewhat cheery atmosphere that our class was sometimes lacking. I still remember when Puan Zalyah was frustrated with Ken and Mike because they were always fighting and interrupting her lessons, so she put me between them.
Ken took my ruler and refused to give it back unless I asked him to in Korean.
And so I tried. In the end, I never got my ruler back and we were laughing so hard at my endless attempts to pronounce chu sae yo.
I kept saying Stone Soup, instead of Give it back.

Ever since then, Mike and Joshua (both Korean students who have left) have been tutoring me Korean words to get back at Ken. I still remember them; ba rang sae wongsungeh, pabo tueji, and a few others.

I will miss these funny little conversations very much.

Another funny time was on our trip to the Orang Asli Kampong (as Ken would put it)
All the others had jumped into the pool already and were splashing each other.
I was sitting outside the pool, dipping my legs into the water with only up to my knees wet.
Ken was standing nearby laughing at Patsakon.

Ken, at that time, was distracted, and I decided to take advantage of the situation. I went over to Ken, and tried to push him into the waters, overly confident that I would succeed and result in him cursing at me in the pool.

How wrong I was.

Ken, having quick reflexes, grabbed my elbow and my shirt, angling me southward, at the same time, exposing half my bra (according to Ellen), and dropped me into the pool.
I grazed my ankle a bit, but all the same, it was I in the end who was in the pool cursing at him.

Quick reflexes were another strong point of Ken’s. Ken’s passion for football was obvious. During coco on Thursdays he would always be playing football. Wednesdays were the days when he would be arguing (with a few other students) with Mr. Tiu to let them play football. When football was not an option, he would then move on to basketball.

Ken’s leaving created a great uproar among his friends. It reached deep into our hearts and left us there bleeding. The lines that held us together as a whole, as what we are, as a school, as a family, were sliced apart in a swift cut, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons.

Life is short. You have to make the best of the time that you have with your loved ones while you still can. Never assume that there will always be a next time. The past is history, the future is a mystery, and the present is a gift. Of what value is it to live in the past? Living in the past is different than learning from it. To live in the past means losing our focus for today. We are denied the present moment. Conversely, to learn from the past means to acknowledge it, accept having made good and bad choices along the way and then let it go. We can then focus on living for today and planning for the future.

---------excerpt--------------

”Spell my name, Ken.”

”Okay. See this.”

Evalin.

”WHAT? Ken that's not my name. Shame on you, don't even know my name”

”Wait. Wait. I know how. Wait.”

~~Evalin.~~ Evelen.

”OH come on Ken, it's” ~~Evalin. Evelen.~~ Evelyn.

”How would I know... Okay. You see, I will remember it.”

I am thoroughly pleased that Ken does remember how to spell my name, but utterly furious that my name shall never appear in his handwriting again.

Evelyn Chua
Year 9B, class of 2008
Friend and classmate of Ken Kwak Min.

Breaking dawn

2008-08-01T12:47:00.003+08:00

Breaking Dawn is the 4th and last book of the Best Selling Twilight saga.

The release date is supposed to be on August 2nd, but I saw it in Popular the day before yesterday so I jsut got lucky and got it early =)

Surprisingly some small supermarket in the US has already sold some breaking dawn books on Tuesday, so there hui zen, I'm NOT the first XD

It's a book worth reading. I was wishing for some huge huge huge fight, but well
I guess brutality ~~and sex~~ isn't fit for the mind of teenagers ~~in Stephenie Meyer's opinion because her children are reading her book too.~~

The only thing that sucks is that the movie, Twilight, is coming later than others, or worse, in 2009 for us. YES.
It'll be released in the US on 12/12/08
Singapore on 25/12/08
and Phillipines on 8/1/09
So Malaysia, being near Singapore and Phllipines, hmm. I wonder which date suits us.

I FREAKING HOPE SINGAPORE.
lol =)

and I rest assure Grace, YES GRACE, this IS the REAL DEAL.

So, MOVE OVER, HARRY POTTER.

Red drops of rubies

2008-07-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

GAWD.

My head is bleeding now.

No idea why and when it started.
but it just is.

but it's not like
it's oozing blood or something

it's just

touch with a finger, and a dab of blood.

Best yet, it's not even painful.
In fact, it's dead itchy.

and if I scractch it, yeah it'll ooze blood

GAHH

THIS REMINDS ME OF KEN, his leaving.

GAHH

Can something be please un-Ken-like?
GAHH.

.. and I'll rise with him

2008-07-30T15:26:00.002+08:00

Many months ago, the worship team in our church was "disposed" due to the complaints of the loudness of the drums.

As a result, the drums were left in my house for the time being until they were needed again.
Feeling such a waste for this expensive set of drums, I set them up in my houes (Yes, I set them up. I learned how from the members of the ex-team) for own leisure.

You know, Ken was always playing an imaginary set of drums in class. He would have imaginary drumsticks, and always banging to the same songs, Christian songs, like "King Of Majesty" or "My Redeemer Lives" or "At the cross", songs with a fast beat.

And every time he plays those Christian songs he would ask me
Do you know this song?

And I'd say yes

and he'd say
See ya next time you come to my church and see me play

I regret so much that I'll never ever get to hear him play the drums..

anyone who has a video of him playing or something
I'd happily be your lifetime slave if you could send it to me =)

PLEASEE.. =X

It's like there's a piece missing.

2008-07-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

It's like

half of me is GONE.

My parents are so unsupportive.

Or rather, my mom.

My dad's okay.

It's my mom.

Just because I don't want to eat some piece of bread (that has been in the fridge for like so long due to the holidays, no school ma)

she gets mad at me

and threatens to ban me from the computer.

Like what is her problem?

It's not like I have tons of work to do..

It's not like I have ANY WORK to do at all

My sis's drawing beside me now. I spend the past few hours looking after my sis while my mom's screaming at my brother for not getting good grades in his exam (which has been long over) !!

What is her problem?

I wish Pat would come back soon.

This is exactly why I wanted a boyfriend.

Because I have no security in the house, no love, no caring words or thoughts.

My sister throws the aircond remote at me because I refused to colour her duck purple instead of what i suggested, orange.

GAHH.

I miss Pat.

I MISS KEN.

I miss Amiera and hui zen and kian seng and

wait

see

my sister's coloured the duck green and purple now.

OH THE JOYY.

this is how it looks like,

unfortunately we don't have colour pencils on the computer

so i had to use airbrush on paint program.

just something to keep our minds off ken for a while =)

How could an Angel Break my Heart..

2008-07-29T15:07:00.000+08:00

This came to me
while I was showering my sister in the bath tub just now

She was splashing me all over

when I suddenly remembered this scene.
when I was in the end of my year 8.

Year 8, class of 2007, was situtated at the upper story of the school block. (probably now year 6 classroom if i'm not mistaken.)

Ken and Jack were standing at the door.

At that time I knew who Jack was and who Ken was. I had never spoke to them or said even said hi.
I think it was right after lunch when they were hanging by the door talking to some koreans in the class.. I was standing nearby

when Jack called HI EVELYN.

shocked, cause I had never spoken to them, and yet still

I said hi back.

Ken didn't know my name yet

so he called, HI EVEIL.

he pat my head and said to Jack
"You know ya, this girl and the Ellen (points to Ellen) and the new um.. Jae Min.. they three like angel.. cute cute and very very small.. "

I smiled.

--------------------------------------------

In year 9, when Mr. Elvin Chew was teaching us DT, anushka was asking him to spell her name
and miraculously, he got it right.
Yet, he couldn't spell my name

Spell my name, Ken.

OKay. ya i know.
see ya.

Evalin.

WHAT? Ken that's not my name. Shame on you, don't even know my name

Wait. Wait. I know how. Wait.

~~Evalin.~~ Evelen.

OH come on Ken, it's ~~Evalin. Evelen.~~ Evelyn.

how i know.. you never tell me ma.. OKAY. YOU SEE YA. I will remember it.

I will miss these funny little conversations very very much.

Holidays? for real?

2008-07-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

This has been the worst holidays ever.

First of all, it is so freaking long. 1 month!
For those who are not going anywhere (like me) and can't go out (like me) and can't talk on the phone (like me) and can't use the computer for a long period of time (like me) and is expected to do work (like me) but is heading towards a new year so he/she doesn't even have his/her new books yet (like me) WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME US TO DO??

Pat has gone back to Thailand. He cannot online because he has to work.
I can only call him at night (and God knows when I can call him because the number will show up on the phone bill and I'll get in trouble).

However, the good news is that Pat will not be going to Phillipines to tuition to improve his english for fear of the same fate happening to him as to Ken because face it, it's the same thing, same situation, same time.

I didn't manage to talk to Ken much on the last day of school. I truly regret that.

I did manage to slip in a See You Next Term, which is WHOLLY THE WRONG THING TO SAY.

please. Lord. Bring him back. ~~Even though I know you won't..~~
Will it help if I beg?

I guess not.

Will it help if I get 1000 people to beg SINCERELY?

I guess not.

Lord, what if I manage to get 100,000 people to beg from way down from their hearts. Will it help?

I guess not.

Why Ken had to go so soon is between God and Ken. (Joash's words)

I cannot help but agree with Mr. Raj on the point that he didn't have to, but I was brought up a Christian, and shall remain one.
Ken was a Christian, and we all hope he'll have a better life up there.

God bless his parents.

Holidays.

It's like counting off the days
and it hurts so much

to count off days
before the holidays even begun

I counted yesterday. It isn't officially the holidays yet because it was a Sunday.

Today is the first day of the holidays

We have one more month to go.

Can I go through one month of silent suffering?
Yeah. I guess I have to.

Can't wait till tomorrow night. Because all I ever wait for is night. The time I hope to get to call Pat (even though I haven't and I am sure something will go wrong) and then sleep.

Sleep.
Have you heard of Sleepless sleeps?

how about Restless sleeps?

How about Tiresome sleeps?

how about sleeps-that-make-you-even-more-tired-than-before-you-slept-and-yet-you-still-want-to-sleep-more.

yeah.

I can't sleep
the only way I get to sleep
is when my eyelids and eyes are too puffy to keep themselves open.

~~And I'm not the type that cries easily. Nono.~~

~~If you gave me a slap across the face I'd stare at you angrily and probably punch you back. (unless you're my mom or dad or teacher or something)~~

Let these holidays be over soon.

Malay Mail

2008-07-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Update:

http://www.mmail.com.my/Current_News/mm/Monday/Hotnews/20080728100451/Article/index_html

I'm sure it doesn't mean much, but still, it's about Ken.
It's a bit absurd though,

and it shows how unreliable and stupid Malaysians can be.

YES. Malaysians. Despite myself being one.

The people they arrested, I doubt they'll get much from them.

However, the Chinese press are more reliable.
I am not saying this as a racist or anything. The people who wrote those articles about Ken were also chinese. So there.

The China Daily Night paper (i think)
wrote a follow up
on Ken

the results of the autopsy, that is.

Erm. I am not going to post anything here.

This post
is just

about follow ups
on his case

if you want to know about it
you can reach me at: eevee.94@hotmail.com

though I don't know much at all because I don't have access to the paper.

I wish they would hold Ken's funeral in Malaysia, although I know they wouldn't.

If my parents (OH MY PARENTS. Can't they be a little more understanding? Going out with friends to Jusco for lunch isn't dangerous and is not an act of disowning your family =.=''') allowed me
I'd be on a plane to Korea to see Ken (knowing they wouldn't let us see him here in Malaysa because we're not related..) and sponsoring anyone who wants to go with me. Doesn't matter. I really don't care right now.

Pat said he wanted to see Ken before he went to Thailand but I told him Ken was sent for an autopsy and they wouldn't let him see Ken because he wasn't related to Ken.
So Pat went back to Thailand.

God, I wish you didn't take Ken so soon..

Baby come back to me

2008-07-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

I've decided to take up blogging again.

but I've decided to dump titles.
from now on, all my titles shall SUCK!

I have just lost a friend so dear to me

It was on Saturday, about 10pm when Amiera called me.
I was having a bad day and I didn't feel like talking to anyone, so my dad told Amiera I was asleep.

Suddenly, my dad rushed in and said,
YI LYNN. YOU HAVE TO GO OUT. SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENED.

I went out.

Helo?

Evelyn. Ken died.

Come on la Amiera, don't joke about this kind of stuff.

I'm not joking Evelyn. You also know I won't joke about this kind of things.
Ken died.

-------silence---------

are you sure?

Yeah. Aaron told Kian Seng who told Hui Zen, who told me..
and I called you

Does Pat know?

I don't know.. what's his number.. I'll call him now

I didn't believe it. I thought it was some kind of prank joke that Aaron had played
and Kian Seng stupidly believed him

I went online, and searched all over the net.
IT WAS TRUE.

it was all over the news
and stuff

THE STAR
Bernama
News Straits Times

for those who can't click on those,
here:

THE STAR: http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/7/27/nation/21935101&sec=nation

Bernama: http://www.bernama.com/bernama/state_news/news.php?id=348747&cat=ct

and News Straits Times:http://www.nst.com.my/Sunday/National/2304361/Article/index_html

Ken was a seriously close friend to me.
He was there for me and Pat
Nobody knew this,
but I talked to him
when I had problems with Pat

I still remember when Puan Zalyah was frustrated with Ken and Mike always fighting so she put me between them for like, 2 hours only?
and when Ken was arguing with me about some korean words when he took my ruler.

I was asking him to return it but he refused to give it to me unless i told him to in Korean
and so I tried.

We were laughing so hard because I couldn't get the pronunciation right.
I kept saying Stone Soup instead of Give it back

Source: http://sarangheyo-evee.blogspot.com/2007/11/green-eyes.html

another time was on our trip to the Orang Asli Kampong (as Ken would put it)

All the others had jumped into the pool already and were splashing each other
I was sitting ouside the pool, dipping my legs into the water with only up to my knees wet

Ken was standing nearby laughing at (i think) Pat.

I went over to Ken, and tried to push him into the waters, overly confident that I would succeed and result in him cursing at me in the pool.

How wrong I was.

Ken, having quick reflexes, grabbed my elbow and my shirt, angling me southward, at the same time, exposing half my bra (according to Ellen), and dropped me into the pool.
I grazed my ankle a bit, but all the same, it was I in the end who was in the pool cursing at him.
=)

Ken ~~was~~ IS a great guy.
He always helped Pat in his studies
and always quarrelled with Joshua.
He teased Mike, and liked to poke Tiffany and call her a guy.

I would tease him when his boxers showed.
I still remember the type of boxers he worn

It was always the red and yellow flower "hawaii" themed one.
Another time was the Tom and Jerry white pair of boxers.

When I asked him to pull up his pants, he would pull up his shirt, exposing his white and flat stomach, calling me a "pervert"

A few times, Pat was jealous and mad at Ken because I would laugh a lot more with Ken than with him.
But this never ever ruined the strong friendship between him and Ken.

During the maths tests by Mrs. Amparo, Ken and I would finish our exams really early.

I would be sitting behind tiffany against the back door where the dustbin is, and Ken would be on my left behind Joshua. We would close our eyes with our hands and stick our tongues out at each other.
Whoever sees the other's tongue would "lose"

Ken would always end up victorious because he liked to cheat with peepholes between his fingers and I always looked.

Ken was a guy you just HAD to know.

I have spent the past few days crying and moping around the house.
Ken's death had THAT BIG an impact on me.

I was so vulnerable emotionally, it was so easy for the devil to tear me up
(and Joash thinks he's doing a good job thus far)

My parents were nagging me, saying that HE wasn't even a part of this family, and that I was making too big a fuss.

I was, in fact, probably, over-reacting.

HOW and WHY I was over-reacting, is private and shall not be known to public.
Presently, only 2 people know about it.

Me and NOT Pat.

The other person is my senior, a person very dear to me, someone who I was so annoying to, someone I could count on for anything.
His name shall not be mentioned here for a few known reasons.

People were saying that I shouldn't be THAT sad because I wasn't even that close to Ken.
Truth was, I was kinda close to him.
Ken was Pat's dearest friend, and well, you get the gist.

Ken ~~was~~ IS an amazing guy, and nothing can ever change that.

Ken, if you can read this, ~~LET US PRAY REALLY REALLY HARD THERE IS INTERNET UP IN HEAVEN~~ please, know that we all miss you terribly and wish deep deep down in our hearts that you would come back ~~even though you can't~~.

Ken Kwak Min, I really love and miss you.

This picture has been on my walkman (Sony, that's why got picture) for the past few days and I don't intend to change it

from Daniel

from Zenna

from Aaron

I had a few pictures of Ken from Ms Jennifer's Farewell party. However, due to a virus that infected my computer, I had to reboot my CPU, ending up in the lost of these photos.
I have given them to Sean and Tiffany. Hope they still keep them.
In the meantime, I hope Zenna (xanga), Aaron (Friendster) and Daniel (Friendster) allow me to use these photos while I get my own photos.

Evelyn.

okay here are mine: (I just got them from Tiffany)

this picture was taken seconds after the first one, when i requested Kelvin (left, back) and Ken (right, front) to be my SUPERMEN.

We were teasing him, KEN STUDY??

sorry, this one's a little blur.

Mr. Raj, there was a post by Kian Seng saying that he wanted his post published in the school magazine.
If you want me to write something about Ken, I will, just don't post this one up.

This one has rather private issues such as the thing between me and Pat, jealousy, and stuff like that.
Thank you.

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